Two becomes one. stay out of our way, whore xD

To my best friend ( which exists long time ago)
You seemed to be everything to me, but I seemed to be nothing to you.
I'm always there when you have to face problems, but where are you when i was facing problems?
You told other people that i'm a best friend to you, but why i cant feel it when hanging with you?

To you who is a famous drama queen a.k.a friendship breaker,
You have to know a truth. That is i never assume that you are a living thing before.
To me, you're just a faker, or how should i describe?
Should i say that you are even worse than a hen?
Dont try to act innocent when you read this, I know you get what i mean, right? x)
Now you had a happy life with your one and only MY BEST FRIEND,
but trust me, it wont last long. BEWARE.
You know what the hell you have done to me.
Don't try to get help from your parents, i don't even care and it's useless.
It just proof to everyone that you are soooooo damn USELESS.
you're already 15, not already 2 years old
no need every small problem jiu cry for mummy.
even 2 year old gina also wont do so hiao and kiap mia thing!
I will make you pay for everything you have done to me and my another best friend.
Better find a safer place to hide, or do you want to ask your mum to teach you where to hide?
LOL!

我没那么重要

你，是父母围绕着旋转的太阳； 我，只不过是一颗只懂得搞破坏的陨石罢了。

对不起，我的存在原来在你们心中一点儿也不重要.

放心，我迟早都会消失的，不会破坏你们的幸福的。。。

惟有我的消失，才能成全你们的幸福。

Now only realize i've been fooled by youu.. too late isnt it?

Now only realize what youu posted is all copied by other websites, or... duhh i dont care, anyway you DID copy.

Idiotic me thought that you wrote all, express out all your feelings, so every of your posts make me felt guilty and sorry.

But after i found out all these were just a copy-and-paste stuffs, i felt so depressed and so damn frustrated...
Countless times i've lost all of my tears for these FAKE POSTS!! x(

Please dont ever tell me youu fooled me FROM THE BEGINING TILL THE END.

youu know what it costs if you let me find out you DID fool me all the way we've been through
youu know i'll hate you, seriously.

Honestly, you played me is it? you fooled me is it? Do i look so stupid to you?
Hell, is that where i belong? LOL

hate myself, seriously.

why do i have to make things so damn complicated?
why do i always find a thing to make myself worry and upset?
who on earth are you to me? why i cant bear your joke?

there is never a thing which is not complicated. LOL >.<

忧郁症的症状，你有吗？ （最好是没有）

（一）、生理方面症状：胃口变差、食欲减退或增加、体重明显减轻或增加、失眠或嗜睡、几乎整天都极度疲劳与缺乏能量、精神或动作反应激动或迟滞、性欲降 低、头痛、头昏、眼睛疲劳、眼角酸痛、口渴、颈部酸痛、胸闷、呼吸不畅、胸痛、腹胀、频尿、身体酸痛、腰酸痛、盗汗与便秘感或一天数次大便等。

（二）、心理方面症状：忧郁、心情沮丧或掉到谷底、无望、易流泪、悲伤、激动易怒、害怕与恐惧、寂寞、无聊、感情淡薄、对自己不满意、满足感减少、兴趣 明显减退、失去幽默感、低估自己能力、悲观、自我谴责（常感到罪恶感或无价值感）、低自尊、容易感到挫折、社交退缩、时常健忘、思考、注意、决断力减退或 犹豫不决、意志丧失、作业效率或生产力皆减少、自杀意念及行为、胸部沉重苦闷与强迫回想旧事等。

（三）、下列行为改变可能是孩童与青 少年期常见的症状：功课突然退步、突然开始坐立不安、身体动作突然变慢、讲话音调变单调或变得沉默不语、无法解释地情绪激躁、无法解释地常常哭泣、常常显 得很害怕或紧张、突然变得有攻击性、有反社会行为、开始使用酒精或其它成瘾性物质、不停地抱怨身体某部位疼痛不适，却又找不到病因。

（四）、严重的忧郁症患者则因伴随：无用妄想、罪恶妄想、惩罚妄想、疾病妄想、贫穷妄想、幻听等症状，常易使医师误诊为精神分裂症。

泪，是最珍贵的水

小丑留下的是落魄的灵魂。

it reminds me of you =(

its already 4 months...
i cant even forget you even though i dint have a chance to see you anymore...
every minor songs or even sad love songs remind me of you
you seemed so important to me now
but it's too late
i've lost you

hate myself for doing such stupid things!

Don't try to make me confused

请不要分了以后，还记得以前的承诺，你的永久，已不属于我。
也许是我想太多，希望是我想太多。

千万别以为你一直碎碎念，我就会乖乖听话。
告诉你，我不是你想象的那么没有家教，
是你从来都不了解我， 从没站在我的立场替我设想过。

也对，我不需要你的体谅和理解，我不稀罕！
你的唠叨，对不起，我不想当你的聆听者。

是你，从没在乎过我。
不是我把一切都隐藏起来。

Confused... =(

I'm scared. I just can't bear the truth of loosing anyone who is important or special to me.

But I still need them

Nice </3

Random... XD

As usual, I have nothing to do...

All I can do now is BLOGGING...

otherwise my life is total BORING...

maybe one day you will see me die cause of boredom...

I am staring outside the window, don't even know what am I thinking, actually.

What I can say is, Loneliness and boredom KILLS