My world is colourful when i am liking you =)

Everything changes a lot after i started to like youu.

Although this cant count as LIKE.

but i still like NOW

i wish time can stop now till forever x)

Perfection doesnt exist, should have known that

The one who are not suitable for each other are always a couple,
The one who are suitable for each other are always two strangers.

My mood for now =\

Tired. Exhausted. Moodless.

hello hello ---> ft island

What I wanna say is in this lyrics x|

I HIAO JOR

I hiao jor for a very first time in my life
I DONT KNOW WHYYYYYYY

hope will become normal again xD

But, I won't change my feelings xD tsk tsk

The people talking right now, its me.

You said I'm fake, Then excuse me, You very real merh?
If you are not fake, then stop lan yeng.
This is the characteristic of fake people

Dont ask me to change liao only go show off to people how much you feel guilty
There isn't any way to make me pity you this shitty person

YOU SUCKS

And another youu, dont think that I don't know what GOOD thing you've done to me...
We'll see what happens next (:

我的世界。

我要躺在一片没有边缘的海，
我要望着一片一望无际的天空，

让海浪将我的烦恼冲走，
让海风把我的忧愁吹走，
让白云替我将我的喜怒哀乐都呈现出来。

如果我的世界真的是这样，那该有多好，可惜。。。

我的天空，我的海洋。

Am I that emo? why i doesnt feel like that?

Am I this emo? why everyone around me keep saying i'm emo?

Is there something happened to me?

Do I have to be fake again so I wont be emo anymore? HAIHS

To: I seriously hate der people

Can you just leave me alone?
Can you just eff off?
Can you don't do those irritating things?
Everything is already over a long time ago.
And please don't keep spreading out our history can mah?
Everything is already over.
whyy keep spread ? eat finish nothing do is it?
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU

you said you felt guilty is it?
Then why you still spread out?
want people to feel sympathy for you is it?
want people to think that i'm the one who hurt you and leave you is it?

no need tend dy.
If you so eager to let the whole world know, why don't you go post on internet or even newspaper harh?

GET OUT OF MY LIFE

Love this picture for no reason x) not the pink one, OF COURSE (;

Nice right? xD

Alone...

Alone in a dark room is not as scary as it seems,
It's just like living in my own world,
Doing anything I want,
Noone knows
And i enjoy it. =)

But if there was you, it will be completely PERFECT =D

我累了。

我只想和你在一起。
I lurveee you more than i can say x(  but we were meant to be impossible

我就是那么的自私

我很自私，
我需要一个仅属于我的人，
我需要一个能让我靠在她肩膀哭得死去活来的人，
我需要一个能跟我什么都谈的人，
我需要一个跟我在一起的时候只看我一个人的人，
我需要你。 </3

可是，我知道你永远不属于我。

这是一个无法达成的遗憾

I will keep it as a secret, for sure. DUHHH x)

I ain't gonna tell anyone my little secret...
My feelings to youu...
Noone is going to know about it, my little tiny secret <3

maybe this secret is not going to exist already =(

I'm not letting anyone to know this. NEVER =P

I don't feel like talking anymore...

I'm tired...
I don't feel like talking so much anymore...
I feel that everyone is thinking that i'm annoying...
Maybe without my presence you all will be happier and feel better...

I'm not as happy as you think...

Understand a people is knowing there is a tear behind her smile, not just the smile.

No one is going to understand you except yourself, so don't expect he/ she will understand you
My theoryy =)

The talkative me doen't exists anymore. This will be better, I guess.

At least I'm not that irritating and annoying. =\

I realize i like you??? ==??

Suddenly feel that i cant live without you?
Suddenly feel happy when you were there?
Suddenly feel sad when you weren't there?
Why is everything in a sudden?
Is it i suddenly like you???
ISH >.<

I know you wont care. I dint expect you will know it either x(

I... am going to fall for her... LOL xD

this is how u know u like/love some1.
SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly.
SIXTEEN:When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN:You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
FOURTEEN:You walk really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.
TWELVE:you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute
(or sexy)
ELEVEN:When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
TEN:You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
EIGHT:You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
SEVEN:They're all you think about.
SIX:You get high just from their scent.
FIVE:You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
FOUR:You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE:While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.
what do you think ?!!:P

I got this from a website... LOL x)

有的时候。。。

有的时候，我不想讲话，觉得安静是一种凄凉的美，它能让我发现原来全世界都与我格格不入。

有的时候，我也想静下心来欣赏大海的美，对着它呐喊，告诉它我的心情 =)

残酷的现实是每个人需面对的

 记得，这世上没有人会永远在你身边的，任何一个人。

I know I'm damn irritating, and i'm sooo sorry x(

I keep forcing you to say out what you don't want me to know,
I'm so damn sorry.
I'm very very veryyy curious
and i can't control myself of keep asking youuu
Sorry that I'm sooo irritating

You know I'm mentioning who x(

I have a new goal x)

My goal start from today:
Not to like anyone alreadyy... =)

No ABC,
No 4 or more,
NOTHING~

it's already enough to have best friends and best pals...
i'm already totally satisfied xD

Gotta let go to make everyone live better =)

Letting youu go is just like letting sands go out from my hand,
It's easy but once i let go, it doesn't belong to me anymore, never will be.

This post is for you, my BEST FRIEND =)

I had best friendS for many years, and my BEST FRIEND OF THE YEAR is you,

Yien Wei... xD (don't BOOM BOOM POW when you saw this xD)

having a lot of fun and laughters with youu...

Thank youuu xD

Hope it will last longerr x)

this is just for youu, yien wei =D

It's pinky (YUCKS xP) but i like the sentence...
It's for youuu TAAA DAAAAA
P.S. MAKE SURE YOU DONT BOOM BOOM POW HARRR
and don't syok tiok till am chio, i will know derrr heheee xD

the hatred i feel to you will never fade

Why you keep looking at me? you have to know that it's irritating.

It was you who asked me to change.

Even my parents have no rights to ask me to change, YOU EITHER.

If you're not satisfy with me, then just go away, don't try to make a change, IT WONT WORK.

And, please, STOP LOOKING AT ME.

I seriously need someone...

I need someone to teach me how to love
I need someone to be there whenever i need someone
I need someone to understand me more than i understand myself
I need someone to make my life better =)

I need you x)

Two becomes one. stay out of our way, whore xD

To my best friend ( which exists long time ago)
You seemed to be everything to me, but I seemed to be nothing to you.
I'm always there when you have to face problems, but where are you when i was facing problems?
You told other people that i'm a best friend to you, but why i cant feel it when hanging with you?

To you who is a famous drama queen a.k.a friendship breaker,
You have to know a truth. That is i never assume that you are a living thing before.
To me, you're just a faker, or how should i describe?
Should i say that you are even worse than a hen?
Dont try to act innocent when you read this, I know you get what i mean, right? x)
Now you had a happy life with your one and only MY BEST FRIEND,
but trust me, it wont last long. BEWARE.
You know what the hell you have done to me.
Don't try to get help from your parents, i don't even care and it's useless.
It just proof to everyone that you are soooooo damn USELESS.
you're already 15, not already 2 years old
no need every small problem jiu cry for mummy.
even 2 year old gina also wont do so hiao and kiap mia thing!
I will make you pay for everything you have done to me and my another best friend.
Better find a safer place to hide, or do you want to ask your mum to teach you where to hide?
LOL!

我没那么重要

你，是父母围绕着旋转的太阳； 我，只不过是一颗只懂得搞破坏的陨石罢了。

对不起，我的存在原来在你们心中一点儿也不重要.

放心，我迟早都会消失的，不会破坏你们的幸福的。。。

惟有我的消失，才能成全你们的幸福。

Now only realize i've been fooled by youu.. too late isnt it?

Now only realize what youu posted is all copied by other websites, or... duhh i dont care, anyway you DID copy.

Idiotic me thought that you wrote all, express out all your feelings, so every of your posts make me felt guilty and sorry.

But after i found out all these were just a copy-and-paste stuffs, i felt so depressed and so damn frustrated...
Countless times i've lost all of my tears for these FAKE POSTS!! x(

Please dont ever tell me youu fooled me FROM THE BEGINING TILL THE END.

youu know what it costs if you let me find out you DID fool me all the way we've been through
youu know i'll hate you, seriously.

Honestly, you played me is it? you fooled me is it? Do i look so stupid to you?
Hell, is that where i belong? LOL

hate myself, seriously.

why do i have to make things so damn complicated?
why do i always find a thing to make myself worry and upset?
who on earth are you to me? why i cant bear your joke?

there is never a thing which is not complicated. LOL >.<

忧郁症的症状，你有吗？ （最好是没有）

（一）、生理方面症状：胃口变差、食欲减退或增加、体重明显减轻或增加、失眠或嗜睡、几乎整天都极度疲劳与缺乏能量、精神或动作反应激动或迟滞、性欲降 低、头痛、头昏、眼睛疲劳、眼角酸痛、口渴、颈部酸痛、胸闷、呼吸不畅、胸痛、腹胀、频尿、身体酸痛、腰酸痛、盗汗与便秘感或一天数次大便等。

（二）、心理方面症状：忧郁、心情沮丧或掉到谷底、无望、易流泪、悲伤、激动易怒、害怕与恐惧、寂寞、无聊、感情淡薄、对自己不满意、满足感减少、兴趣 明显减退、失去幽默感、低估自己能力、悲观、自我谴责（常感到罪恶感或无价值感）、低自尊、容易感到挫折、社交退缩、时常健忘、思考、注意、决断力减退或 犹豫不决、意志丧失、作业效率或生产力皆减少、自杀意念及行为、胸部沉重苦闷与强迫回想旧事等。

（三）、下列行为改变可能是孩童与青 少年期常见的症状：功课突然退步、突然开始坐立不安、身体动作突然变慢、讲话音调变单调或变得沉默不语、无法解释地情绪激躁、无法解释地常常哭泣、常常显 得很害怕或紧张、突然变得有攻击性、有反社会行为、开始使用酒精或其它成瘾性物质、不停地抱怨身体某部位疼痛不适，却又找不到病因。

（四）、严重的忧郁症患者则因伴随：无用妄想、罪恶妄想、惩罚妄想、疾病妄想、贫穷妄想、幻听等症状，常易使医师误诊为精神分裂症。

泪，是最珍贵的水

小丑留下的是落魄的灵魂。

it reminds me of you =(

its already 4 months...
i cant even forget you even though i dint have a chance to see you anymore...
every minor songs or even sad love songs remind me of you
you seemed so important to me now
but it's too late
i've lost you

hate myself for doing such stupid things!

Don't try to make me confused

请不要分了以后，还记得以前的承诺，你的永久，已不属于我。
也许是我想太多，希望是我想太多。

千万别以为你一直碎碎念，我就会乖乖听话。
告诉你，我不是你想象的那么没有家教，
是你从来都不了解我， 从没站在我的立场替我设想过。

也对，我不需要你的体谅和理解，我不稀罕！
你的唠叨，对不起，我不想当你的聆听者。

是你，从没在乎过我。
不是我把一切都隐藏起来。

Confused... =(

I'm scared. I just can't bear the truth of loosing anyone who is important or special to me.

But I still need them

Nice </3

Random... XD

As usual, I have nothing to do...

All I can do now is BLOGGING...

otherwise my life is total BORING...

maybe one day you will see me die cause of boredom...

I am staring outside the window, don't even know what am I thinking, actually.

What I can say is, Loneliness and boredom KILLS